Life is just so crazy. Some times I don't even understand myself...
Despite all the friends I've been able to see and the fun activities happening, I always end up feeling down. I guess some things just build up. I'm like a volcano waiting to go off... I can feel it bubbling up, waiting to be poured out, just waiting to cry out to anybody. Anybody who I feel will actually listen, that is. And there really aren't that many people who I feel I can really pour it all out to. (at any rate though, thanks Bo for being there and sitting through my rants...lol)
Between having all of my co-volunteers at the library move and be replaced by a boatload of strangers and a certain practical joke that I won't go into detail of, and the fact that there are certain friends whom I really wish I could talk to more but they've lately been rather unresponsive...eh, life.
But why am I letting things get my down so much? I don't know. It's like I can't control it any more... I've ignored my problems for so long that they've finally come back to bite me, to get that one last laugh. *sigh*
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eruption . . . scary thing. I can feel it bubling up everyonce and a while. When everything seems rather annoying. Life is so confusing.
Heck yes. It most definitely is!
go into your room and have a private Eruption . .. :)
Yup. 'Tis what I tend to do most often. If the weather were warmer I'd go and bike until I feel better, but I'm learning the hard way that it is quite miserable to bike in the cold. It makes my head hurt :-P bleh. I just discovered the fact this morning...lol
Look to the Light, everything will be ok. Believe me, I have been through that whole thing many times.
Thanks Lucy :-)
in the back of my mind I had been wondering if perhaps that was one of those things they always talk about where teenagers say "Well nobody understands" and think they're the only ones.
oops . . . . i hope this wasn't from my post . . . . lol. hope you get better!
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